Anonymous asked: What the hell! It's your blog. Say whatever the fuck you want.
My blog is poop. Things I say are just things.
Anonymous asked: I definitely think you should express your feelings somehow, I would just hate for you to be expressing feelings that aren't your own.
I understand that. I just. I mean you could see how I could get defensive when you accuse me of “pretending to have an eating disorder for my ‘internet girlfriend’”. First of all, it KILLS me to see her in the amount of pain that she struggles with because of her ED. I would do/give anything to see her fully recovered and happy. Secondly she isn’t my “internet” girlfriend. She’s totally and completely just my whole world. We’re going to live together when she gets out of college, and be happy. I hate that my writing makes it seem like my ed isn’t real. That makes me feel inadequate and stupid. But thanks for your interest/concern.
Anonymous asked: Not that I'm suggesting you don't suffer, but everything you say sounds like a sick cliche.
I know. I’m really bad at that. I actually considered deleting this blog and just starting over with a new ed based blog, since this one makes me sound like a wannarexic asshole. But lethargy just gets the better of me. I don’t know. Articulating all my feelings about this shit is difficult for me. I really only use this blog to read other people’s blogs anyway, so don’t even read the stuff I post or follow me.
